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Back Home (Demos)

by Amber Lewis

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1.
Lampshades 04:13
She was as cold as ice, but her cheeks were warm like a lampshade right after lights out. Under the sheets we’d meet and fall asleep watching TV: nose to nose, knees to knees. Slipping drops of whiskey in our tea. She put it all on me: the bottles and pills, bottles of pills in the grass. “It’ll be alright,” I’d say with her hands in mine on the bathroom floor: nose to nose, knees to knees Get me out “Remember to breathe” I’d cool your flushed face with a damp cloth, crack a joke to make you smile. But you never asked. You never gave a fuck, but I couldn’t leave. ‘Cause was nose to nose, knees to knees. Get me out I needed to leave you, but I never even had you She was as cold as ice, but her cheeks were warm like a lampshade right after lights out.
2.
Back Home 04:11
I lived mostly alone And shuffled from place to place on my own
Time spent wandering the streets Counting the avenues Counting the avenues I lost what wasn't mine And shuffled from place to place on my own Time spent straightening my sheets Counting the seconds Counting the seconds Lick your lips Lean in close It’s time for our bodies to explode, to explode When I crawl back home When I crawl back home The late night calls Holding onto the sound of your voice I’d fill the void Counting the breaths Counting the breaths Lick your lips Lean in close It’s time for our bodies to explode, to explode When I crawl back home When I crawl back home I’ve been afraid Growing on my own But it all falls Into place in your arms So I crawl back home So I crawl back home So I crawl back home I crawl back home
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Lose You 04:42
I wrote your name on the wall in highlighter; I wonder if it rained yet and washed you away. Shades of pink and blue dripping down the wall, finding rest in the cracks in the pavement, and the creases in our pillowcases. Don’t ask me, I couldn’t tell you. How does it feel to lose you when you weren’t mine to lose? Florescent lights and plastic tubes — you were in a hospital room while I sat alone by the reservoir hoping you’d stay. Don’t ask me, I couldn’t tell you. How does it feel to lose you when you weren’t mine to lose? I find myself afraid when I can’t picture your eyes, But I feel them in shadows and quiet times. Don’t ask me, I couldn’t tell you. How does it feel to lose you?
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Leaves 03:09

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released November 11, 2017

all songs written, performed, and recorded by Amber Lewis // recorded in various apartments and bedrooms across New York City // mixed by Amber Lewis

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singer-songwriter, painter, & witch

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